10/13/25 part two

[mossyswamptoad]

 I've realized that so much of the time that i think i feel like shit is just horrible vicious jealousy because i dont think im normal and i didnt have a normal childhood and I cant really keep a friend group at all.
So I've decided that i need to just breathe through it and be happy that the people i love have people they love and get to enjoy their lives. because just because im miserable doesnt mean they should be