so since 2016 least I've been heavily on the internet. which weirdly has come with a tiktok addiction? I've had it since I got my phone when it was musically. but literally every phone I have has tiktok burned into the screen. and it's not even like I post there cuz I really want attention. no I just kind of like posting as if I'm sitting there acting out these music videos cuz like I die to be in a music video. but like I also really miss posting YouTube content. from like 2016 to 2019 I posted on YouTube a lot and I really miss it. I honestly have been thinking about starting posting like that again because I want to be able to gain access to the middle school version of myself that I'm trying to bring out because she just was so on apologetically her.