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mossyswamptoad I feel as though i force people to love me. or like i am an obligation. like oh woe is me my life is so sad pity me pity me.
i feel like a stupid child everyone has to pass around. like everyone has to take turns teaching and parenting me
and now. because i am already a burden. i cannot ask for the help i need without worrying about everyone else.
i wish that people would reach out to me. i feel myself pulling away but nope! if i do that i will lose everyone because im forever stuck putting more effort
i feel so ungrateful. i have people who do things for me and i sit here and cry and whine about how i want more in life while these people put so much effort into me.
chat how the fuck do i act normal
i feel like a stupid child everyone has to pass around. like everyone has to take turns teaching and parenting me
and now. because i am already a burden. i cannot ask for the help i need without worrying about everyone else.
i wish that people would reach out to me. i feel myself pulling away but nope! if i do that i will lose everyone because im forever stuck putting more effort
i feel so ungrateful. i have people who do things for me and i sit here and cry and whine about how i want more in life while these people put so much effort into me.
chat how the fuck do i act normal
