saying that literally no one cares about me or my well-being unless they have to be around me. like if people have a choice to just not speak to me they do and then I text and I'm like oh my God. how are you? how's this? how's that? and they don't even ask those questions back to me. like my entire life I've kind of just talked because I'll be like. oh oh yeah this this and this oh how's this for you and So on? I'm thinking that maybe people just don't feel like they have to talk to me about these things. but like chat I'm a person too. why does no one care and like now what in my life even knows about this account and not like I really want them to cuz it's not going to help me out at all. people are just going to search for this being concerned about me which like I don't want I just want to feel cared about